If you understand the song is really meaningful and sad..

hahaha plus is raining now yes i'm really very emo..

where have you been? i miss you!

and i'm being stupid. i know... :'(

my 21st birthday :D

03/10/2011

♥

Finally i have the time to compile all my birthday photos.. i always wanted to blog about my birthday but i dun have the time to sit down and do the photos.. so ya finally after nearly a year.. lols and in 2 months time is gonna be my 22nd birthday.. omg time fliess... hahaha anyway i gonna categorize the photo below.. enjoyyy! :)) 

with the girls 

with the boys

 the couples :)

the four of us :)

the lovely people :)

my 21st birthday is the best birthday so far... totally enjoy my night :))

thank you everyone that made it to my birthday,

leaving me with great memories that i will never forget! ♥

hahaha the best part is i will never forget room 1905 :))

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My second celebration with my girls at E&O..

we have lotsa fun eating, laughing, cam whoring around..

and a really BIG THANK YOU to all the things you girls gave me!

i'm really glad our friendship still counting! ♥

L.O.V.E
friendship forever! ♥

hello again! ♥

My lovely blog.. I miss blogging... its been so so long since i blog.. i kinda dunno what to say but when i read back all my posts i feel dat i should start blogging again.. coz is amazing how blog can help u remember all those memories and moment of sad and happiness.. hahaha reading through my post everything seems like just yesterday..and everything is so different right now.. hahaha but i'm still glad that i'm still alive and having the same great friend that i have since young! even though what we want in life is different now but our friendship never change! ♥ :)) 

A good friend knows all your stories,

but a BEST FRIEND has lived them with you ♥

loving this :)

Maribelle anes- letting go

Verse 1:
change,
I began with a brand new start to the feel of my broken heart
I lost so many different people
blame,
i point my finger at the space and time 'cause you was always on my mind
you were the only that made me fall
I hate,
the way you look right back at me and flash back the memories
how does this make us equal?
i'm ashamed,
i bow my head down when our eyes meet 
cause baby you destroyed my sanity
i can not believe
just what you did to me

Pre-Chorus:
I can't let it take over my mind
i gotta let you go
cause you ain't worth the fight

Chorus:
i'm letting it go
no looking back
coz baby you're the past
i'll find somebody that lasts longer
theres no more pictures on my wall
don't want them anymore
replace them with a love that's stronger

Verse 2:
pain,
i'm all about finding the cure, right about now i'm not sure
where i should keep on searching
strange,
how you forget me just like that, all we've been through, it don't mean jack
i'm young so i'll keep on learning
my brain,
hurts and is feeling way to small, I can not keep on holding on
i feel like it is burning
erase,
i wanna try and remove it all
my mistakes deserve some hope
i still can not believe
just what you did to me (oh)

(Pre-Chorus & Chorus)

Bridge: (Rap)
raise your hand if you miss somebody
but you know that you can not trust nobody
they say they are sorry
but that ain't the truth
baby you know the deal
you can only trust you
but at the same time
you be crying
wishing that they'd come around
but then again sometime
a better person will be found
the past is the past
let the world take it's course
friends can change
but you will find even more