If you understand the song is really meaningful and sad..

hahaha plus is raining now yes i'm really very emo..

where have you been? i miss you!

and i'm being stupid. i know... :'(

my 21st birthday :D

03/10/2011

♥

Finally i have the time to compile all my birthday photos.. i always wanted to blog about my birthday but i dun have the time to sit down and do the photos.. so ya finally after nearly a year.. lols and in 2 months time is gonna be my 22nd birthday.. omg time fliess... hahaha anyway i gonna categorize the photo below.. enjoyyy! :)) 

with the girls 

with the boys

 the couples :)

the four of us :)

the lovely people :)

my 21st birthday is the best birthday so far... totally enjoy my night :))

thank you everyone that made it to my birthday,

leaving me with great memories that i will never forget! ♥

hahaha the best part is i will never forget room 1905 :))

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My second celebration with my girls at E&O..

we have lotsa fun eating, laughing, cam whoring around..

and a really BIG THANK YOU to all the things you girls gave me!

i'm really glad our friendship still counting! ♥

L.O.V.E
friendship forever! ♥

hello again! ♥

My lovely blog.. I miss blogging... its been so so long since i blog.. i kinda dunno what to say but when i read back all my posts i feel dat i should start blogging again.. coz is amazing how blog can help u remember all those memories and moment of sad and happiness.. hahaha reading through my post everything seems like just yesterday..and everything is so different right now.. hahaha but i'm still glad that i'm still alive and having the same great friend that i have since young! even though what we want in life is different now but our friendship never change! ♥ :)) 

A good friend knows all your stories,

but a BEST FRIEND has lived them with you ♥

loving this :)

Maribelle anes- letting go

Verse 1:
change,
I began with a brand new start to the feel of my broken heart
I lost so many different people
blame,
i point my finger at the space and time 'cause you was always on my mind
you were the only that made me fall
I hate,
the way you look right back at me and flash back the memories
how does this make us equal?
i'm ashamed,
i bow my head down when our eyes meet 
cause baby you destroyed my sanity
i can not believe
just what you did to me

Pre-Chorus:
I can't let it take over my mind
i gotta let you go
cause you ain't worth the fight

Chorus:
i'm letting it go
no looking back
coz baby you're the past
i'll find somebody that lasts longer
theres no more pictures on my wall
don't want them anymore
replace them with a love that's stronger

Verse 2:
pain,
i'm all about finding the cure, right about now i'm not sure
where i should keep on searching
strange,
how you forget me just like that, all we've been through, it don't mean jack
i'm young so i'll keep on learning
my brain,
hurts and is feeling way to small, I can not keep on holding on
i feel like it is burning
erase,
i wanna try and remove it all
my mistakes deserve some hope
i still can not believe
just what you did to me (oh)

(Pre-Chorus & Chorus)

Bridge: (Rap)
raise your hand if you miss somebody
but you know that you can not trust nobody
they say they are sorry
but that ain't the truth
baby you know the deal
you can only trust you
but at the same time
you be crying
wishing that they'd come around
but then again sometime
a better person will be found
the past is the past
let the world take it's course
friends can change
but you will find even more

:))

 my camwhoring session :P

 ♥

25.12.2011

MERRY CHRISTMAS 

lols it been so long since i updated my blog.. is been so long i didn't log in to this account d.. hahaha when i open this account i started to realize there is like tons and tons of memories here.. i mean at first i created this i tot is just like passing time blogging and writing.. but today i realize is really worth the time and effort to blog coz it really help me to remember memories and its kinda like a diary i guess.. hahaha so from now onwards i'm gonna start to blog again here.. so when someday maybe 10years later i will still remember what happen today! :)) teehee ♥

CHRISTMAS! ;)

This year christmas is a bit different.. 

lols alissa is not around so ended up left the 3 of us.

anyway this year christmas is not a bad one but it isn't dat great either..

but i did enjoy my night..

we went to a few places first is qe2 for the countdown..

is really nice coz when 3,2,1 the balloons all started dropping and

 flying everywhere which is like amazingly nice!

ahahahah i dunno i kinda like the balloons flying around me and

 it really make me feel very happy.. 

and ppl started popping the balloons so we 3 also started stepping on balloons.. lol

after that we decided to go upr..

but at the end i din really feel like clubbing..

so i ended up sitting outside with hui kim looking at all the drunker.. LOL

then we walk our way to abu and it kinda flashback both of us in guangzhou time.. 

even though is really really scary to walk but we both kinda make it.. :D

then we went supper with shwu wen and jian wei again at alan burger..

lols basically is just likedat but is not the worst christmas i had 

so yea i'm happy with this one! :)

Guangzhou and hong kong business trip :)))

 

 

 

wheee~ just came back from Guangzhou... totally enjoyed the food and shop like crazzzyyy.. lols i can't believe i came back home empty.. i mean $$money wise.. lols.. sumore my boss give us allowance Rm 100 perday.. and i spend it all d sumore need to lend money from calvin.. damn omg man.. hahaha anyway is a fun trip but i dunno why these days i still feel dat my heart has an empty hole.. and sometimes that empty hole still hurts and reminding me all those sweet and awful memories.. i guess i haven try hard enough to erase it.. but who cares is a different world now.. things change doesn't it? so do people.. i'm kinda happy with my job now.. at least i'm earning money and at the same time exploring and building connections with business people from all places.. example after the trip now i have a few connections from china guangzhou d.. so future anything can contact with them.. some we gonna collaborate soon in beijing.. so looking forward for my beijing trip.. hopefully i can hit the target set by calvin.. 10 plots and i can be a manager d.. aiming highly on that now.. when i come back in penang and i heard bout people love issues i feel i'm different now.. i dun care bout love anymore.. my main thing now is my family and friends and MONEY~ lols.. so i think i finally move on to the next chapters of my life.. cheeerrsss!~ :)))